January 2010
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I just found out that my coworkers at ONE make fun of me behind my back….
honestly, this makes me want to cry..
mom just told me the doctor told her that i could easily have a stroke before 30…
meh.
i’m playing a “game.” its called, “let’s see how long it takes for jimmy to call me.”
probably the hardest thing i’ve ever done. i have those moments where all i need is to hear his voice and then i’m fine. i don’t need a conversation…i just want to hear him. and i’m pushing that aside because lately i feel like…i dunno....
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i have had weird dreams in the last week. probably because i’m sick. but i’m remembering them. the first one i had was last monday. it was about me and jimmy and was really sexually charged…
last night, i had to take Robotussin to sleep. that alone is probably why this dream happened………
It was kind of like being in a Silent Hill-esqe town. Quiet,...
*whines*
still sick as fuck. i have a fever today. enough of one to make me uncomfortable and everyone in the office didn’t want to be around me. i left a little early because i felt horrid and lonely lol
was gonna have a phone interview today, but it wasn’t sitting right with me…i just didn’t feel comfortable with it. besides, its just a part time gig and i already have two of...
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i…don’t like it here anymore.
i wish i could leave…
everything is going to be okay
ya know…im really thankful for the people in my life
my mom for putting up with the phonecalls at midnight.
kate for being a wonderful friend and actually caring about how im feeling.
alx for stopping what he’s doing (when he, in all actuality, has literally no time to give) and telling me that everything is going to be ok and that the world can fuck itself for trying to bring me...
i want it to be christmas again. namely, i want it to be christmas morning again. waking up in jimmy’s bed, snuggling with him on the couch…those moments where everything felt right.
i have cried far too much in the last week. it feels like an eternity…between corey and i having a rough patch as roommates and jimmy announcing he would be trying to get into the military…my...
fuck this. told you i would be insane by the end of the day.
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